Can i have this dance {?} Well , Ther's some poems that slash through my mind . Oh , my love ; I see your eternal love, A picture in my mind. Sweet thoughts of you that never end, A picture left behind. It’s been a week since you’ve been gone, It seems it’s been 5 years. But love will keep me moving on, And rid away these tears. I see your beloved soul, To fight this pain inside. Pain that one should not endure, This ache I try to hide. I fight away what the monsters said, I wish they'd go away. Putting thoughts into my head, I keep your friends at bay. I see your dream of hope, The dream you always had, A smile runs across your face, A dream that makes me sad. It seems my love you wont detect, A love you will not deal Or is it that it can’t effect, A love that is not real. I see your beautiful smile, It brings some life to me. Sweet thoughts of you that never end, Sweet thoughts of you that will never be . When you're in love ; When you fall in love you, nothing can change the way you feel Your heart pumps like mad but you feel nothing but love You feel full up and you don't even realise you haven't eaten You can't sleep for thinking about them You can't concentrate for thinking about them And when you're with them? You can hardly breathe for being close to them. And knowing how good you could be When they make you happyYou want to cry When they make you sad You want them to be there when you cry. When you feel your heart is breaking, nothing will take that feeling away. Your heart pumps like mad but you feel nothing but grief You feel full up but you know you can't and haven't eaten anything in days You don't even want to sleep Not even if you're completely exhausted. You can't concentrate knowing they are no longer yours And if you see them? You can hardly breathe for being close to them And knowing what was meant to be has gone You think of when they made you happy You want to cry You think of how you are now And you want them to be there when you cry. & boy , i hope you got read my blog post , Words are ther for you t read . Understand my heart is what i wants . Decisions are made , I think , I'll respect it ....