I'll stop myself from thinking & loving you again .

I wanna stop thinking of you , & stop loving you again . But , can i do that ? I suppose , no barhs ..... It's you who got me in th mind , It's you who made me love you again & again -.- What can i do ! Boy , i really cant love you anymore . I dnt want t hurt myself w. th loves , I dnt wanna hurt anybody . I wanna stop th loves i have , I wanna stop everthing i do last time , I wanna stop loving boys , I wanna stop every single thing . I really dnt want t hurt myself again & again . I really dnt know what t do , I'm tired of it , I'm tired of love , I'm tired of boys , I really really tired of all this things . I dnt want this t happen t me ! My mind has been telling me t stop love & concentrate on my studies , So does my G'Kors , G'Jie , G'Daddys ? What can i really do sia , I really dnt know ! Anyone who can help me ? I really need help on this , I really can't stand this attitude anymore , I wanna chanqe life , I really wanna die , I dnt wanna stay in this world , I wanna end my life here .