I've been missing you terribly .

Boy , is this th love that you wanna give me ?
I've been trying t love you so hardly ,
but you just couldn't know how much i love you .
I know , you dnt love me , but you love calista ,
Mayb , i should let th both of you together ?
Or , i'll let you be back w yahling ?
You sms'ed her & chat w her happily .
Butbut , you just leave me ther ,
Waiting for your call ,
Stupid'ly ,
I've beeen thinking on whether i should give up on this relationship or not .
If i could do this , i'll surely choose this road wher ther's place for me t give up on th relationship , emo , slash myself , & cry for you .
but , i really couldn't do this ,
I thought , we could last long ,
But , it's just my imaginary , mayb ?
Should i let you w th gurl you love ?
Or shouldn't i ?
我知道 ， 勉强是没有辛副 ， 勉强是没有爱情的， 可是我能放下这爱吗 ? .....................