If leaving this world would be happier for everyone here , i dont mind leaving this world now , i dnt want everybody think that i'm a burder to them..

Hi ! Arlight , i'm here to post yeahs :D
I'm just so fcuking bored sitting infront of the comp , so here i am posting !
Alright , start from morning bahhhs .
Had english lesson first ,
then maths , chinese , recesss and home econ ,
ok . it's a fcuking boring day yeahs ?
& this few days . i've beeen breaking down .
I know i at school very hyper active , but inside me , it's breaking down .
Due to some reasons , so i'm breaking down ok !
I've message him , xavier & ahpig for some nonesense , & i told them , i would leave this world real soon if i cannot take it anymore .
Would not elaborate much on that .
Currently waiting for him to come back online , his at a exhibit . Dk what exhibit , & i'm not interested about it , so yeahs heck care him bahs .
After this effing long post , i'm gonna make class blog already .
I've been delaying it , sorrry classmates !
Back to the topic .
So , after school , went band sectional for one hour .
time passes fast ok !
& slack awhile behind jelapang lrt with wanee .
& here i am , posting ^^
Soooooo ! Byebye !





Him :
Hey you ! Yahs , you. Dont shyshy k! It's you lahs xD Hahas . Alright , i knew you would read my blog whenever you get to online . Sooooo yahs , i know it's been a long time ever since i wrote a small lil message to you on my blog . & here it is , read it ok !
I knew , you would support me whatever i'm doing now .
I knew , you would be there for me whenver i need you .
Thanks for the days , & yesterday was our one month .
Happy one month again ^^
This one month , starting of 04012010 , our feeelings was sooooo fine .
Nothing's fading starting of 04012010 .
But slowly , the feeelings start to fade ,
probably is that , i'm studying , going to school every single day .
Staying back every single day for band practice as my band's syf drawing nearer .
Maybe that's the reason . but you told me that everything would be fine .
This luv could last .
But from what i'm having now is that , i dnt think our luv would last .
Sorreh for everything i did ,
my foolish acts, foolish thoughts, one word reply for your sms , late reply of sms & etc.
Sorreh for everything..
Iluvyou♥,

Xavier :
Didi !
I know you would be sad if i leave this world , but still if i cannot take it .
I would leave . Dnt be sad when i leave , i wouldn't want bad things to happen to you .
I want you to be the cheerful xavier i know you from the start.
The cute , hansome & cheerful xavier .
Promise me that , you wouldnt break down when i leave k ?
& , in this world , there's loads of gurls waiting you for you t luv them .
She wouldnt be the best gurl in this world you would know , there's some more better outside from where you're now :D
So , buckup yeahs !
Promote to NA ok !
Luvyouttm♥ :D



Ahpig :
I know you wouldnt be reading my blog .
But still i'm going to post it down here .
Thanks for the time when you're there for me.
Thanks for the cheerup message you gave me.
Thanks for cheering me up whenever i'm sad.
Thanks for being my best pig , iluvyou , i also do. ♥
Pig , thanks for everything you did to me.
Faster find a gurl to date w k !
I cant always be there for you.
You need a gurl to accompany you with.
Ilyttm♥